Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Too much dreaming is one kind of drug

Okayyyy, let's talk about why people like to dream.
I enjoy dreaming too, sometimes. Not that often. I very enjoy to drown myself in the imaginary world that are perfect in everything. Life that goes my way perfectly without errors.

That's the point, people want to live in a perfect world. 
NO errors. 
I imagine that I am fucking rich, I have a hot boyfie, I have countless hot car.... etc etc xD
Yes, it is legal, trust me.
It is healthy too. Yes, trust me.

But, please, don't keep yourself sink in the imaginary world. 
Or hypnosis yourself that you can actually bring those stuff to the real world.
Yes, sure you wanna say that: it is my target, my aim... bla bla.
Okayyy full stop. I am not referring to stuff like ambition, target, or whatever that is logic and solid...
Some great invention, people, their inspiration come from their dream.
You can do that, but first, it must be logical and beneficial to people.
I mean, EVERY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD!
Not only for you.

Some people like to dream stuff that is not logic and not bringing any benefits to others, and even themselves, from my opinion.
WTF they still think that their dream is beautiful, great, romantic...
Most common example is those girl who dream and hope for a idol-drama-alike love story and also rich like those male lead.
* close my eyes with both hands and sigh...

If you share this kind of 'dream' with others in a "lol, I am just joking around'. 
Yup, I am fine. Because I always done something like that always too. 
But damn girl, you like "holy god please make my prince charming appear with roses and money in his hands once I turn my head after I finish is prayer". YOU PRAY SINCERELY! omfg



Friends says that I am a girl who will open my eyes big and like "blink blink" that type when I saw a hot guy.
Of course they know that is just a awesome habit and hobby. *chuckles*
But relationships isn't that simple. 
When the hot guy walk away and leave my sight, then nothing happens and everything back to normal. 
Ya maybe I will still walk without touching the floor. That maybe last for an hour. Yup, that's crazy me. 

Maintaining a relationships isn't simple. Not every drama have happy ending.
You need to put efforts. Big or small, tiny or huge. 
Not as simple like you shitting on the toilet bowl after one week constipation. LOL

Yes, people always say me dry la, 'lao gu po', and many creative nickname more just to give a proper adjective on my 'dryness'. Anyway, thanks for paying attention and effort on me haha
But I know what type of man I am finding for. I mean, again, in a realistic way.
Man who will walk with you your journey and who you will consider in the future.
There are many aspect you need to consider. Not just his looking or the number in his saving account.

So wake up girl. You can emo, write emo status, emo from day and night.
I will too.
But don't move your dream into the reality world or drown in the fake world.
You will die.
You will start to spend more time in the fake world and get addicted like having drug.
Overdose in drug will let you die fast and you will be kicked out from this world, don't even think about having a prince charming and be a princess. Not even a chance.
Live your life well.

Friday, May 9, 2014

Okayyy I'm in KL. x)

Continue my degree here in KL. If I have a choice i wanna continue to stay in Penang... Maybe x)
I let go everything and every reason that cause me have the thought to stay Penang. 
A simple reason, get a new environment for a new stage of life, or prepare for a new stage of life.
Get myself a new life. Far away from home and learn to be more independent. Growth.

Ok, I explored some mall. Best score is 4 malls in 8 hours. hahahahahahaha x)
And, here I wish to declare that I am not pointing this to all male in KL.
I thought that KL guys will be more gentleman. 
But I think, I am wrong. They are not what I expected. LOL ( or those I met are not kl lang?  haha )
Again, not all guys in KL, just some I met, okay? 

Now is the time I wanna praise myself. I think I manage to get myself comfortable in here. =)
I sleep well on the first night in my hostel haha. 
Just transportation... I still need some time to use to it. xP
Eat well, sleep well, talk well, walk well... Everything is well I guess haha.

My friends that are not coming kl with me, I will miss you all so much, and I know you guys miss me hyper much too. <3 div="">
I WILL BE BACK, no worries. xD