Sunday, July 15, 2012

只是生活

Actually,our heart is small. 
Then why we need to keep many useless and meaningless things in our heart that always suffer us?


我们的烦恼、心事、不满,很多。
我们统统把它们收在心里。

小小的心脏每天不间断的跳动,
可是我们愚蠢的脑袋不体贴。
经常胡思乱想,
制造很多垃圾吨在心里。

可以感觉得到,
最近我的心脏开始闹别扭了。
偶尔我可以感觉到它一瞬间想罢工。
它不想跳动了。

朋友都说一定是你乱吃东西所以这样。

不是的。
我的心脏供应给我的血液是在我体内循环的。
它们好像告诉我的心脏,
它们的主人在利用着大脑制造很多垃圾堆积在心脏那里了!

很多时候,
我不明白,
脑袋,其实有没有其中一个设定是让它可以删除我们不要的东西。

其实是可以的。
只是需要一些步骤。

用电脑删除我们不要的文件,
我们只需选择“删除”这个选项。

不过首要的条件是,你愿意吗?

对,你愿意删除那个文件的话,
我们的大脑就会自动地将该‘文件’删除。

所以,愿不愿意,才是重点。

生活上,我们太在意别人的眼光。
我们不愿意无视他们,
所以大脑删除不掉, 
导致那些我们不需要的垃圾慢慢的变成累人的烦恼、心事,
也让我们对别人不满。

当这些垃圾淹没了我们的心,
水平线上升,
淹没了我们的灵魂之窗 --- 眼睛。

这时候我们看什么都不顺眼,
看什么都觉得它们都是垃圾。

恶性循环。

必须要在变得无药可救的时候找个人来清理我们的垃圾,
慢慢的清理干净。

也许,
在清理的过程中,
灰尘会让我们流泪。
可是我相信眼泪会冲洗我们的心。

这个过程叫--- 哭。

哭,
眼泪就像大雨一样清洗着城市的每个角落,
大雨过后,
空气很清新。
映入眼帘的每个景色更鲜艳。

感觉心里好像布满了乌云,
心情很低落?
哭吧!
让乌云里的雨水尽情地下。
减轻乌云的负担。
过些时间,
透过折射,
彩虹就出现了。

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Breakfast ~

Don't know what to eat as breakfast today.
Feel like want to have something light.

Maybe recently all those food I had make my stomach feel heavy and can't function well.

Hmmm.... Stare and stare
and STARE on the refrigerator.
What to eat?
What to cook?

Nice!
Porridge! Miss the taste~ light food.
Ok~
But what to eat with the white porridge?

Stare the refrigerator~
"tell me! tell me!"
Ok~ mess up with it.
Haha! XDDD

Kind refrigerator let me found some potato!!!
Argh!!!!!
Favourite!
Yummy~~~~

So that the story of how Monday porridge meet with The Little Potato~
Hah! XD

Didn't cook porridge like this before.
OMG~! ><
But finally it is done!

Hope today is a hyper Monday!
^^

Friday, June 29, 2012

1DBU6__First step

I saw spider try to make my blog their home.
Haha XD

HAAAIIIIIIIIII !!!
I'm back!
Okay~~~ I'm talking with myself. T^T

Finally we 1DBU6 stepped out together from classroom and college,
went together to Gurney and watched 'Painted Skin II'.

And based on my research, I found out that watch movie in cinema with a large COKE
is really a battery that will refill my mood! ^^


COOL POSTER! 

And I'm really amazed by their special effects and the make up!


Gonna WOW!!! 


 Again... The only words I can say: WWWOOOWWWW!!!

But...


I like her more! She is way more pretty! 


The guy that stucked between two girls.

Okay...


Although the bad is bad, but the moment she finally know what is colour, what is the smell of  flower,
the tears of joy dropped down from her eye.

All she want is just those little things that we own since the moment we born. 
But it mean like a precious treasure for her.
That scene really touch. 


This is a total of 13  XDDDDDDD

Ppphheewwwwww~~
Although now I'm facing some trouble handling my studies, 
but sometimes a little craziness will be a nice and cool motivation for me. 


It is cool to become part of 1DBU6.
Honestly I feel our classmate is so cool and shy in the previous.
But now, after they 'peels off their skin' *hahahahaha!
actually we are just from the same forest. XDDD

Gonna advice my classmate that please, safety first. 
Don't do anything dangerous although we already are DANGEROUS! XDDD

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Step in HOME~

I had almost three weeks *if I didn't get it wrong, didn't back home.
Everyone asked me: Won't you miss your home? Your family?
Hmmmmmmmmmm.......
I will miss, but I still won't rush back because of this.
I have phone call with my mum and dad almost everyday.  Chit-chat...

Okay, finally this week I'm home XDDD
So,
What's different? 
Let me tell you what I discovered. XDDD

I realize that I will become a child with an IQ around a 10 years old kids
Ya!
I will make jokes and act like a DUMB in front my parents. 
And then, they will laugh. They can't do anything on me. 
Just laugh.
Actually, this situation also will happen when I'm having call with them.

In parents eye, we are always a child no matter how old we are.
So, why can't we act like a child?
Zero stress. 
Actually it is fun to having this kind of relationship with parents. 
Always full of laughter. ^^

 SISTER XDDD




The first morning at home @.@



old bed~ ~ ~ ~

Saturday, May 19, 2012

GURNEY PLAZA--- Always a visit next time!

Black singlet... Kneel long jeans...
and a leopard-spots jacket for spare.
OFF TO GO!

Where?
GURNEY PLAZA please~ {^@^}

I drew a eyeline before going out, looks kinda... Don't know how to describe.
And I wasted my BB Cream as I'm totally melting it when I walk to the bus stop.
What a hot weather!
Ohhhhh SUNNY sun!

Phewwww... Air-cond when I step in Gurney.
But there are having a event.
Many gym equipment shown there.
This scene hurt my heart as I had a body shape that many people will thought that I'm a GYM-MEMBER.
Nice~
*just look like, didn;t mean that I'm slim~ take note please~~ XDDD
When I pass by, those show girl who wore a sport singlet n shorts look at me who wear a black singlet with a kneel long jeans like they are looking : Ohh! my member/partner! 
Their turn on their scanner n scan me all over.

Forget about them.
But, I do receive many SCANNING by others.
High frequency is from FOREIGNER!
And how do I knew they scanning me?
Because I'm watching them scanning me!
COOL~ XDDDD

Okay...
I do flying in the sky~ Haha!

I spend mostly the money for my stomach and mouth. XD
With my friend, we watch movie ---  Ghost Buddies !!!!



It really a nice movie. Funny! Totally!
But you need to be above 18 to watch this movie.
And you will know why after you watch it! XDD


A guy who love  his 'SIFU' !



I don't know Vivian starring in this movie!
The botak is her husband and the busy-body taxi driver. 




The three ghost and the human!
Funny! Burst into laughter!
And touch!  T^T


No matter what, friends is still a friend that we should always be appreciate for what they done for us.
    Although maybe they are just our illusion, 
FRIENDS IS STILL CALLED FRIENDS!



Sunday, May 13, 2012

TARC-Penang-living

sob sob*
Tissue please~ Thanks.   T^T

Are you waiting for this reaction from me?
Haha... NOPE! nope nope nope~
Everything is just fine in Penang, except some issues. *Shhhh...  XDDD

Need I just list it out?
Ok~ I won't. As it just will pollute my blog. XD

Stay in Penang for nearly three weeks ,
and all just about walking, studying, and money-spending!

Walk to and back from school.
Stydy and do homework-assignment-coursework~
Spend money...
WOW!
But luckily I'm trying hard to control myself...
I can prove that I'm a good girl.
HOW?
Everytime I pull out a sheet of cash $$$ from my wallet,
Or,
When I use ATM,
I feel that I'm lack of  BLOOD AND OXYGEN!!!

God!
May you bless me! XD
*and please always do~

Be an 18th years old girl in Penang is actually full of joy and excitement.
Automatically you will be more responsibility,
and turn mature-thinking is a MUST!
*working hard on it~ give me some times.

And what about EXCITEMENT?!
Cool stuff~
Okay...
To be honest,
Before going Penang,
I am a RAT.
Example,
I didn't dare to do anything that need me to talk to an unknown person.
But now, after staying Penang,
I had done it for almost everytime I hang out.

Where to go?
How to go?
Which bus?
Which bus stop?

These are the question that I asked to those unknown-but-kind people.
Thanks very much for answering me. XD

PS: as I nearly ask them in English, so some of them that face difficulties in answering me back in English.*they thought I'm foreigner.
I'm so sorry. T^T


Bus no.104 now is my public-driver. XD
I waited for him when I want to hang out.
And I learned to prepare more coins and RM1 to pay my public-driver. T^T

My parents mention about my changes and I feel it too.
Continue to grow up and be a good girl.
More hardworking although it is really tiring.
Don't blur blur 24 hours.
Don't keep gaining weight! XP
Always keep in touch with my parents.

And my parents ask me to take care of my WALLET. Not about thief, is my expenses.
Haha XDDDDDDD


Sunday, April 22, 2012

蔡健雅-若你碰到他 cover

A new cover, mandarin song.
Hope you will like it! ^^



我的脆弱堅強 互相作戰
理性與感性 失去平衡感
不想讓自己 活在過去的遺憾
問宇宙 他是否還愛我嗎
這問題 早就有答案

*若你碰到了 替我問候他
 告訴他 我過得很美滿
 已忘記他 已把淚水全部擦乾
 若你碰到了 替我問候他
 祝福他和他的另一半
 不在乎他 不再愛也不再等待
 就這樣吧 若你碰到他*

我的自私慷慨 互相挑戰
黑夜白天顛倒 造成困擾
常在最樂觀時 突然跌進沮喪
為何失戀後想恢復 那麼困難
只好找些催眠的話

REPEAT*

愛 沒有絕對 雖曾經以為
我終於體會 愛不能倒退
該讓它頹廢 收起心碎

REPEAT*

就這樣吧 若你碰到他