Meaningful lyrics that totally translate my heart

To my FRIENDS:
Read it carefully please...

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I put a big smile on, but I don’t like how I look

I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I sing a song but no one listens to me
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Why am I this unattractive?
How can I smile beautifully like you?
I get mad again, why am I never perfect?
I complain again looking at my ugly-self through the broken mirror
Don’t look at me, I don’t like this feeling
I want to hide somewhere, I want to get out
This world is full of lies

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Don’t tell me that easily that you understand how I feel
I might resent you with my ugly and crooked heart
Don’t talk to me, I can’t get along with you
Your cold fakeness behind your arrogant eyes suffocate me
Don’t come near me, I hate your attention
I wanna leave for somewhere and shout
This world is full of lies

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All alone, I’m all alone, I’m all alone
There’s not warmth, no one is next to me
All alone, I’m all alone
All alone, I’m all alone
i’m always all alone
There’s no warmth, there’s no one to give me a hug