Imagine that...

Try to imagine that,
our heart are the sky.

In life, there are always bad things happens.
I mean, things which could totally drag our mood and spirit to the bottom.
Dark clouds cover up the whole sky.

But try to imagine that, no matter how dark is the sky,
sun is always behind the clouds.
After a heavy rain, those dark cloud will gone.
Tears wash them away.
How long can a rain falls?
Whole day I guess, maximum?
Sun still shining bright after all the rains.

What is life?
I think, the weather?

How long can a bad things or people affect you?
Dark cloud can only cover up the sky for one day as longest record.
Normally for only 4 to 5 hours.
After rain, sun shine.
So why can't we learn from sky.
when those dark cloud come, cover us,
even the darkest one,
just be patients, let it rain, believe that sun is after the rain.

Train ourselves to shine brighter, through the clouds,
we can create rainbow. =)

Talked about rain,
sometimes, sun can shine too bright,
like a man with anger.
Shining too bright hurting the people around.
People will get their skin burned, sweating like hell, even can get heatstroke.
Temper harm ourselves, hurt other people.

A windy day is a relaxing mood.
A good weather with a little sun shine is because we have a energetic day with a flying mood.

Think that,
we shouldn't too care or put in mind of every single things happened.
All of these won't last long,
like weather.
No matter how the weather is, good or bad, it will disappear after some time,
disappear without leaving any trace.
After some years, you won't even remember it happened before in your life.
So why let it affect your mood terribly for more than one day?
Care much will just making the bad weather continue for the second day.
And a good day will be only a beautiful memory after years.
Forget the bad and remember the good.
Care too much won't make bad thing get well.
Worst will get worse.

so, care less.
care for our own heart better.
Worth more than worry about those bad weather.

至：未知的恋人

边吃冰淇淋边blogging确实很爽一下下~
不错。

难得考完了令人疲惫的试，很想松一口气，可是我不能，也不行。
放长假，是很多人的憧憬的。
可以抛开学院里的束缚，急促的生活。
却也等于必须离开自在的生活，自己安排今天想怎样用时间的自由。
当然，这是我自己的生活，不是每一个人都这么认为。

种种原因，我必须成为一个棋子，被安排着该怎么走每一天的路程。
这就是为什么我不想放长假。
不是我不愿意出一份力帮忙解决难题，
我只是想要多一份，一颗棋子，最后渴望得到的尊重和感激。=)

想找个让我沉醉到可以忘记一切的世界。
我选择了醉在书里。


坦白说我不是很喜欢看爱情小说。
或者可以这么说，买书时，爱情小说不是我的首选。

为什么会买这本书？
最近太dry了。伤心啊！
最近感情上遇到了挫折啊！*不是爱情，不要惊吓。
所以想找一个精神寄托品。
作者是我蛮欣赏的蔡康永，所以我决定买下来了。

爱情短信：未知的恋人。

很吸引我的书名。

拖拖拉拉了两天，终于把书读完了。
算一算，我快两年没读小说了。
隔了两年，这本小说赚尽了我的笑和泪啊！

这本小说的写作手法很细腻的体贴，很温柔的现实。
没有用很夸张的字眼，就可以描述出社会每一个社会人们的夸张人性。

了解我的人，也许，会知道我是那种看书可以看到哭的人。
他们都会很奇怪为什么我可以这么的，莫名其妙？

他们会问：“你到底是怎样看书的？怎么可以看成这个样子？”

记得和朋友说过是要放整颗心进去。

还发现到，
我读书的方式，是先从简介了解那本书的故事情节，
再想一想最近有什么事情是可以搬到故事情节的最开头里。

慢慢的边读，边想象，
如果那件事情跟着这个故事情节走下去的话，会是什么结局。

简单的说，就是靠想像力。
就是尝试以作者的心态，了解他描写主角的每个心情，
想像主角周围的每一个细节，
因为这都可以让我们的想像更真实。

每到一个故事情节的点，都可以尝试问问自己，
如果这些事发生在自己身上，自己是主角，
发生了一连串的事情之后，最后结局是那个样子，
会有什么感受？

这个过程中，我学会了很多、很多。
虽然我不是主角，我没有亲身体验到那些过程，
不过靠着文字，我确实学了不少。

每一个章节，
我都狠狠的从文字中学习我也许未来会遇见的困难会带给我的教训，
或许我没有那个机会。
但是至少，那些故事，在我心中，
曾经一瞬间，泛起了涟漪，
波动着我的情绪。
让我可以在乏味的日子里，灌溉了一些营养。

这本小说里的女主角，逗点，我很喜欢。
她没有其他小说一般拥有很豪迈的，或者任何非常夺目的性格。
她，默默无名。
就是平凡的过着生活。
上课，下课。
和室友聊些有的没的。
也是，一个期待着属于自己花季来临的、暗恋着一个男生的花苞。
渴望什么时候，暗恋着的男生会回报以同样的爱情，
让待放的花苞可以享受属于自己的花季。

终于，花终于可以绽放了。
可是当自己想往爱情的土壤里吸取更多的养分时，
才发现自己身置在一个遍布玻璃碎片的平地上。
可是她却没有任何的怨恨，只有自责。
因为这片平地原本就不属于她。
命运和她开了玩笑，让她不小心撞破了这片平地的玻璃结界，不小心拥有了这片平地，却也不小心的，被玻璃碎片割得遍体鳞伤。

不属于自己的花季，最后只会拥有花季离去后，留下的寒冬。

慢慢琢磨蔡康永的文字。
逗点知道自己的初恋竟然是落得如斯地步后，情绪吞噬了自己了灵魂。
而在这个时候，一个男生---鹿头上（卢同尚）出现了。
他很怪异，怪异得没有任何人可以接受他的存在。
可是，他教会了我一样事，陪伴可以很单纯，不需要了解为什么对方需要陪伴。
他教会我，其实世界上什么事都会发生。
他教会我，时间花在有意义的地方才不算浪费，就算用的时间很长。那些有意义的事，就譬如是我和你在一起。 =)

逗点，女主角。没有因为爱情路上的挫折而封闭自己的心。
接受了鹿头上的爱，很幸福的过着日子。
逗点教会我，无私的陪伴，才是最需要的爱。

**满身针刺之叶。

登登之前是个大胖子，被很多人嫌弃，甚至是自己暗恋的男生也嫌弃她。
所以最后她把自己变成了仙人掌。
可是，她很乐观。
登登教会我，寂寞和一个人，真的是没有关系的。就算是被很多人包围着，心里，还是可以很寂寞。

墨尔本，一只年老的导盲犬，教会我，
带给自己在乎的人的感动，可以是从很多小事连起。

这本小说，实在是说出了我太多的心声，教会了我太多的事。
我很喜欢那种不经意把我的困惑和心结解开的那种撞击，
也很享受那个让我不能自拔痛苦的每一个情节、每一个感动，
还有那些引我发笑的那些对白。

未知的恋人，
唯一一本，让我很贪心的，想要这本书永远也不会有最后一页的可以让我继续读下去。

Dim rain

When raining, mostly, the sky turn dark.
In a sudden.
It's always a clue to tell us that it's going to rain.

Before we turn down our mood.
What is the clue will we get?
Turn dim?

Life is just a mystery story.

Our world will turn into black and white during a period. 

Many of us may will get fall into a black hole.
Can't back to the world we use to be in.

No one can really help us to get out from the valley floor except ourselves. 

Catch the rain drop from our eyes every lonely night is not a best way.
Yup honestly I do this all the time secretly.
But after that I try my best to stop it.
Yes tears can help to calm us. But don't over use it, please.
It's too silly to just crying at the corner there. 

Quote read from net : 

Don't be a weak person, there are too many people waiting to laugh at you.

What money can buy?
Tangible things.
But as a human being, our basic needs, to survive, is based on intangible things.

Love -- from family, friends, society

Respect -- from family, friends, society

Many people commit suicide nowadays.

Why? they are not poor. They are wealthier than many people out there.
And I didn't hear before, or maybe very few people who are poor commit suicide.
Why?
Because rich people are too rely on being rich.
Too rely on tangible things, they sacrifice those love and respect they need, to earn money.

Human isn't born to just to earn money. 

We still need to earn love and respect

As time pass, those who sacrifice all the love and respect,

they will collapse immediately after they unluckily lost all of his money.
The reality will corrode their spirits.
They start to search for love and respect so that a little hope will grow in their heart.
But, who else will be willing to go back to a people who abandon them previous.
So, conclusion, no one can stand and stay in a world that they didn't own any hope.
DEATH become their only way to escape from this hell.

I'm way too serious?
Maybe. But just want to remind that love and respect is the most important things that we shouldn't sacrifice and exchange with wealth.

Didn't abandon love and respect before?
Feel love and respect around you?
Then why you want to be a weak person?

Why you want to use tears as the ending of any matter and challenges?

You are the remote control of you life, not the life control you.

Yes always do that face when life doesn't goes like what you dream for.
Those who succeed take many years to stand beyond us.
Don't envy them. 

Think, 

what have you done to realize your dream or what you hope for.

Enrich yourself so that you can prepare to face challenges.

Make yourself unusual, confident. 

Not by showing off please.

Show your personality, proudly.
But please make sure it is a positive personality.

What you still can achieve if you didn't dare to just showing who you are?

What you can show if you didn't dare to show yourself?

Appreciate what you have, including yourself and what's around you. 

Light up a match in the dark

Seriously I don't know why I have the huge feeling to blog at this late night.
Yes, I know I abandon my blog for a very long time.
I didn't mean to.

Semester 3 is a hyper busy period.
I get stress.
I ruined up all my daily routine. Really sick of it.

Ya sure people out there will said that : This is just a small challenges, if you can't over it then how you gonna step into the real social life?
Bla bla bla~ Just shut up and get lost.
I don't believe that you can stand strong 365 days.

Today, tonight, my mood turn down.

I can't figure out why.

But just now have a warm chat with a friend.
I explain my condition.

" Get emo when I'm at the process to tidy up my messed mind "

Kinda like that.

I can get emo. Easily.
By a song.
By a sudden-blew wind.
By a sentence.

Why?
Because they inspire me.
By song's lyrics, I get inspired and start to link it to my life. And I keep on thinking, thinking and thinking.
Sudden-blew wind will relax me and I will start to think about my recent life.
A inspiring sentence will get me into the 'thinking dimension'.
This is what I always do.

There are questions disturbing me.
They keep on messing my mind.
When I have too many question that I have to ask myself,
I choose to get myself some freedom.

Go out alone.

Breath the air that is freely moving outside the hostel and college.
Enjoy the moment that I can listen to music in the bus, walk alone, shop alone.
Sounds weird? But I think that I can totally relax my mind. 

I can be a "free-walker" .

Air with freedom!

Although is just a place that I had already visited many times until I'm bored!
But, go alone will change your sight of view. 

Yes. Alone, I can stare at the sky as long as I want.
No one will need to wait for me.
And no one I need to care.

But recently I really start to get emo mode.

I'm trying hard to tidy up my mind and find out the reason for it.
Or too many things happen recently and finally now it reached it end
my brain get this information that everything are done,

so she is now processing a conclusion for me?
That's why my brain get tired, and I mentally get tired too
so I emo?

ARGGGHHHHHHH!!!
I don't know!
I feel like so wanna go to the beach.
Feel the breeze, listen to the waves.
comfort my mind, relaxing my soul. 

Ya. A far far way dream except I have my own car.
I can drive to there.
Silently sit on the beach and enjoy the breeze and sound of wave. 

Alone sit on the bench silently. Thinking something myself.
Have some chit-chat with some friends maybe?
hmmmmm... Sounds great.

Time to bed I think.
Go to beach in the Dreamland first maybe? =)

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