Saturday, November 21, 2015

Hello to myself



Do you recognize yourself?
The people showing in front of your mirror. 
Do you know yourself, currently. 
Everyone have that stage where you feel "YOU" are gone, not yourself living your life anymore. 
You feel that you cant control your life, too much for you too bear. 

We all eager to be an adult when we are small, 
and now when we grow older, we wish for time to just like "hold on a second, don't run so fast". 
Maybe that is why the invention of camera, to capture every precious moment we have, so that even the time past so fast, we still can peek on our past. 

Why now we don't want to be adult anymore?
too much responsibilities, too much stress, too much of everything...
We wish for freedom when we are still a kid, and we thought that being an adult can grant us with that.
But no.
We get the freedom we want when we are kids, but there are more locks and chains on us.
Much more restriction. 

I am now in the middle between teenage and working life?
I can feel the stress coming near. 
Lost? Not yet. But I am kinda preparing myself that I will be lost at the beginning of my working life. Not sure the path I am heading is right or wrong.

Preparation. 
Everyone need to prepare themselves for the best and most importantly, for the worst. 
The time when I felt that I am at my worst stage, I will told myself, "it's a curve, it will bounce back upward".
And, there are no worst, there are people having life that are worse than your worst.

Don't give up yourself. 
Push yourself to work hard now, suffer now, to guarantee a good life in the future. 
You may be slower than others, and you may need to work harder than others.
But there are not a fault. 
Intelligence are not the main factor of success.
You have the plan, but if you didn't work it out, the plan will be just a dream. 
Keep going till the end is the key. 

I know the hardest part is not failure, is when you try to stand up after you fall. 
There will be people who look down on you, tease you, or wanted to push you down.
Just keep trying, keep moving on. 
Why focus on those rubbish when you have bunch of families and friends who are supporting you. 
They do not give up on you, so you can't give up yourself. 
They know you can make it till the end, they are just waiting for you to realize that. 
Wash your face, and get up!
Stand in front of the mirror,
and shine a bright smile, "hello."
Be the one you want others to see.

*I hope you will get this and you know that we still waiting for you*