Smile is just not my style

Yup.
Smile is too simple for me. The angle is just too small to express my feeling.
Bright.
I like to laugh more.
I just can laugh until I feel dizzy, I feel headache, I feel lack of oxygen,
I just like to laugh until I feel that it is enough to express my feeling. XDDDD

Sometimes people just will feel like : "... ... Why she laugh so hard? "[speechless face]
Some people will just laugh because of me.
They don't know why I'm laughing but they just get influenced. xPPP
And, sometimes, I get tickles by my own jokes and lastly, I just LAUGH!  HeeeeeHeeeee... xD

I try before to laugh until I fall off my chair.
I like it! I continue to laugh after fall. xDD

Laugh is just like sunshine. Warm.
Some of them will think that I'm rude.
Why a girl like to laugh in such way.
A girl should just smile or maybe cover up their mouth when laughing.

WHAT HAPPEN TO THIS WORLD! 
They want to control my laughing style too! *sighhh...

You can call me DA-RUDE-N-NO-MANNER girl,
so what???
I just LOVE_TO_LAUGH !!! 
*muahahahahahahahahahahaha

Creapyyy night~

Okay okay. Straight to the point.

  This kind of movie, ANTI! >,<










This movie spoiled my night. So damn bloody 
Although I didn't watch any bloody part but I can hear the sound effect, and add on with some 'information' from my friends, I knew it!

I want my life to be a wonderful and positive. I can't accept that my life turn become like the movie. Horrible! 

 I'm just a little girl, don't hurt me. T^T
So I sit in the cinema for half an hour but in a totally I watched only 5 minutes. *sigh~







After I run out from the cinema, I walked around with my best girl friend with a Pepsi with me.
After awhile I got a call from my friend and asked me to go to another room to watch another movie.
OMG I go in with the same ticket. I don't know this can works! HAHA XDDD

But thanks to God I watch the second movie. It totally save my night.
What movie?
Taaadaaaaa!

GOTCHA!!! 

This movie is funny and sweet. Nice!

Sad case that I watched only 30 minutes I think.

Miss out a nice movie. *noob! >,<

He need to kiss her girlfriend at the beginning and the end of the call. 

Haha XD 

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Yup!

I missed out a part. 

Thanks to my friend who treat me TANG BO FU last night. 

Sadly no photo. And please do remember bring me there every week once. 

*Muahahahahahaha XD

And meet a new friend too!

He is a nice guy. =)

Nice to meet you! 

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So this is how my Wednesday night goes~ 

L-O-V-E

Long conversation with best friend today.
Girls talk.
We are 18, but yet still single.
It is NOT a crime actually.
I met wrong guy before, she met no one before.
Not a crime, too.

But life recently is dull.
Those daily routine running ---> we chasing the time ---> lots of work chasing for us.
We hide in every corner before but yet,we knew that we gonna be responsibility.
Exhausted.

We wanna find a people to love and be love.
Taste the happiness and sweetness.
Fill our life with colour and joy.

Although our want to met our MR.right so much,
not simply a guy can simply 'fill-in-the-space',
you gonna be the MR.right and also MR.nice.

• Every love relationship start with a feeling,positive feeling.
• Following the most important is you gonna be a nice guy.
• Lastly you gonna match!

And then, BINGO!
Please be happily forever after.

In the year 2012, I'm already 18.
And because of my characteristic, I like guy with mature behaviour and thinking.
Not old man and boring nor dull guy I mean.
When he suppose to be mature, he should.
When he suppose to be playful or childish, he can.
If not it must be stressful to be with a totally serious man,
gonna ended up to act like my dad than my boyfriend.

Don't try to be like a twins with me.
I need to have my life, and I think so do my boyfriend.
We should be a good friend-like couple rather than a sticky glue-like couple.

Phewww... talk too much to the wall.
As I'm still single. What the.. =,=
Never mind, sister, you  still have me and I still have you,
friendship and love is the same, both are the important things in my life.
I still can feel love from family and friends.

Put your hand up to the sky! Put your drinks up!
18 are the best, we are the best! 

易碎品

绿茶已经喝完了。轻轻的放下沉重的陶瓷杯，重重的叹了一口气。
客厅很静，只听见风扇在转动。坐在电脑面前，看着荧幕。
风扇转了很久，打从她刚开始于电脑面对面的时候就听得见风扇的存在。

是啊!现在她面对着的，就只是电脑荧幕。以前，她坐在电脑面前，面对的是她的一班朋友们。
不过，现在她就只剩下电脑荧幕了。她的世界什么色彩也没有了。只要把电脑关了，那么她世界里唯一的色彩也跟着灭了。

爸妈已经离开她了。没关系，时间长了就习惯了。
她会习惯就是因为她身边还有一个她陪着。她们很要好，非常要好。好得别人都当她们是同性恋人，久了，知道不是这么一回事了，就叫她们双胞胎姐妹了。

深深的吸一口气，绿茶香味被大脑感应到了，发挥作用，尝试放松她的心情。
大大的汗滴缓缓的从脸颊滑下。当然，这是因为那绿茶是热的。
算了，把电脑关了，睡觉去吧！
既然什么色彩都不属于自己的，干脆把眼睛闭了，去睡个觉，让明天早晨的阳光刺如眼睛。
就算眼光再怎么刺眼，也不会比看见她更刺眼。就让猛烈的阳光把眼睛刺麻了！
可是就是怎么想都找不到让心麻痹的方法，好让自己的心不会因为看见你而抽痛。

“很好！”
原本还有些惊讶今晚怎么那么快就入睡了，还以为是上天赐于那么一个厚礼。
可是睡梦中往事一幕幕的上映。很好，全世界都和我作对了！

好不容易撑到了第二天的早晨，却下了一场大雨。开着车子往学校开去。
原本打算被阳光刺麻眼睛的计划泡汤了。

她有着人人羡慕的家境。父母虽然离异了，却依然很疼爱她。不过物质上的需求是满足了，心灵上呢？全世界只有她了解自己。什么事都可以和她分享。不过，重点是，这些都是以前的事了。

刚踏入校门，就看见了她。
心中有股冲动，很乡上前问她：难道我们的友情是用物质来衡量的吗？不是用心吗？
可是，她知道再怎么问也没用，因为她的举动已经是很明显的答案。

雨过天晴，刺眼的阳光出来了。从天上洒下来，来得正是时候，猛烈的光线模糊了她的身影。看不见了，至少眼睛和心里都舒服些。

其实话说回来，两人当了朋友这么久了，刚开始身上就是戴着这些名牌首饰、衣物。可以很确定的是，自己从来不是一个爱炫耀的人。每个人都有选择自己生活的权利。这些身外物只不过是过眼云烟。那个人现在穿的破破烂烂的不代表以后他不会穿名牌！

以前她也明白的，可是为什么现在这些物质却是她们之间的导火线呢？
其实她们开始当陌生人也已经有了将近一个月，观察了这么久，分明是因为她新朋友，那群高智商人物。

为什么高智商？当然，智商不高，怎么让她们变成陌生人了呢？
或者，换个角度来看，是她的智商太低了，掉入了陷阱。

不过，想通了。
既然是那么易碎的友谊，那么的不成熟、那么的疲累、那么的易受伤，
不要也罢了。碎了再重组的物品，只不过是布满伤痕的装饰品，没有了价值。

放弃吧！
虽然心还是很痛。
忍一忍吧！
就让心脏对她痛最后一次。
不会再有下次。
＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝

不要对一件事耿耿于怀。
一个东西握在手心太紧，
最后不单那样东西会碎不成形，
碎片还会割伤自己的手，

到最后手还不是会因为疼得难受了而放开？