Ha! It's been a long time here.
So much to share, but it's gonna be long.
Perhaps I should just summarize up.
It's been some time since my great lost.
I can't say that I overcome it, but I can handle it.
What's different is
I lost one of the people who love me,
there's no one will nag like she do,
there's no one will complain why I didn't call her ( and this is what I cant do now )
no one like her that can understand me
no one to share a special memory
no one that prepare my favorite dishes for me when I back home
no one to share gossips with me (ya we always do that)
There's too much I lost. But not the memorize and love you gave me.
I wish to get more, but what's inside my heart will never gone, never be forgotten.
:)
#iloveyou
Haaaaaa.. Let's stop the story, it's kinda pain here inside
Recently so much of stories and drama happened.
It make me realize that people come and go.
They will be the one that give you memorize, good or bad
But they might not be the one who stay.
Yes, you should accept it.
You can't make people stay, unless they willing to.
And sad to say that, sometimes even they are willing to stay, they can't.
Like what I experienced.
I suggest that we should pay more effort to the people,
that didn't leave you, that is around you.
It's like the theory for investment, you should invest on someone who is worth for.
You invest on something that will not give you any return,
what you will get at the end is just broken heart and tears.
The return I mean here is the "heart".
Not that asking you to leave the people who will die at the end or whatever ending that is out of our control.
Some people approach you with bad intention.
Or there's bad intention after you both get close.
People change right?
They do not give you their heart, but they eat up yours.
Open your eyes and brain before you show your heart to them.
Ya you might say that sometimes heart blinds us.
But why you choose not the leave after you realize that they are monster?
It's stupid right?
Some different cases is that the people try to open others heart.
Yes you can try. And by that you need to show them your sincere heart first.
It's ok to do that, because they do not have bad intention on you just that they choose not to show you the world inside them.
But be wise ok? Don't let them hurt you too deep.
Hey! I haven't share with you my recent life!
It's so sad to say it's another tiring semester.
However it's only a short semester.
Life recently is good. The bond between classmates seems improving.
I have grown up. Friends around me grown up.
So this prove that life is about keep on improving right? Hah!
And seriously I'm turning 21, very soon! Yayyyy!
Let's scream and shout.
I'm still thinking and planning how should I welcome this big day?
The celebration should be special and memorable right?
Let me stimulate my brain cells for that.
I will try my best! Stay tune!
