Dim rain

When raining, mostly, the sky turn dark.
In a sudden.
It's always a clue to tell us that it's going to rain.

Before we turn down our mood.
What is the clue will we get?
Turn dim?

Life is just a mystery story.

Our world will turn into black and white during a period. 

Many of us may will get fall into a black hole.
Can't back to the world we use to be in.

No one can really help us to get out from the valley floor except ourselves. 

Catch the rain drop from our eyes every lonely night is not a best way.
Yup honestly I do this all the time secretly.
But after that I try my best to stop it.
Yes tears can help to calm us. But don't over use it, please.
It's too silly to just crying at the corner there. 

Quote read from net : 

Don't be a weak person, there are too many people waiting to laugh at you.

What money can buy?
Tangible things.
But as a human being, our basic needs, to survive, is based on intangible things.

Love -- from family, friends, society

Respect -- from family, friends, society

Many people commit suicide nowadays.

Why? they are not poor. They are wealthier than many people out there.
And I didn't hear before, or maybe very few people who are poor commit suicide.
Why?
Because rich people are too rely on being rich.
Too rely on tangible things, they sacrifice those love and respect they need, to earn money.

Human isn't born to just to earn money. 

We still need to earn love and respect

As time pass, those who sacrifice all the love and respect,

they will collapse immediately after they unluckily lost all of his money.
The reality will corrode their spirits.
They start to search for love and respect so that a little hope will grow in their heart.
But, who else will be willing to go back to a people who abandon them previous.
So, conclusion, no one can stand and stay in a world that they didn't own any hope.
DEATH become their only way to escape from this hell.

I'm way too serious?
Maybe. But just want to remind that love and respect is the most important things that we shouldn't sacrifice and exchange with wealth.

Didn't abandon love and respect before?
Feel love and respect around you?
Then why you want to be a weak person?

Why you want to use tears as the ending of any matter and challenges?

You are the remote control of you life, not the life control you.

Yes always do that face when life doesn't goes like what you dream for.
Those who succeed take many years to stand beyond us.
Don't envy them. 

Think, 

what have you done to realize your dream or what you hope for.

Enrich yourself so that you can prepare to face challenges.

Make yourself unusual, confident. 

Not by showing off please.

Show your personality, proudly.
But please make sure it is a positive personality.

What you still can achieve if you didn't dare to just showing who you are?

What you can show if you didn't dare to show yourself?

Appreciate what you have, including yourself and what's around you. 

Light up a match in the dark

Seriously I don't know why I have the huge feeling to blog at this late night.
Yes, I know I abandon my blog for a very long time.
I didn't mean to.

Semester 3 is a hyper busy period.
I get stress.
I ruined up all my daily routine. Really sick of it.

Ya sure people out there will said that : This is just a small challenges, if you can't over it then how you gonna step into the real social life?
Bla bla bla~ Just shut up and get lost.
I don't believe that you can stand strong 365 days.

Today, tonight, my mood turn down.

I can't figure out why.

But just now have a warm chat with a friend.
I explain my condition.

" Get emo when I'm at the process to tidy up my messed mind "

Kinda like that.

I can get emo. Easily.
By a song.
By a sudden-blew wind.
By a sentence.

Why?
Because they inspire me.
By song's lyrics, I get inspired and start to link it to my life. And I keep on thinking, thinking and thinking.
Sudden-blew wind will relax me and I will start to think about my recent life.
A inspiring sentence will get me into the 'thinking dimension'.
This is what I always do.

There are questions disturbing me.
They keep on messing my mind.
When I have too many question that I have to ask myself,
I choose to get myself some freedom.

Go out alone.

Breath the air that is freely moving outside the hostel and college.
Enjoy the moment that I can listen to music in the bus, walk alone, shop alone.
Sounds weird? But I think that I can totally relax my mind. 

I can be a "free-walker" .

Air with freedom!

Although is just a place that I had already visited many times until I'm bored!
But, go alone will change your sight of view. 

Yes. Alone, I can stare at the sky as long as I want.
No one will need to wait for me.
And no one I need to care.

But recently I really start to get emo mode.

I'm trying hard to tidy up my mind and find out the reason for it.
Or too many things happen recently and finally now it reached it end
my brain get this information that everything are done,

so she is now processing a conclusion for me?
That's why my brain get tired, and I mentally get tired too
so I emo?

ARGGGHHHHHHH!!!
I don't know!
I feel like so wanna go to the beach.
Feel the breeze, listen to the waves.
comfort my mind, relaxing my soul. 

Ya. A far far way dream except I have my own car.
I can drive to there.
Silently sit on the beach and enjoy the breeze and sound of wave. 

Alone sit on the bench silently. Thinking something myself.
Have some chit-chat with some friends maybe?
hmmmmm... Sounds great.

Time to bed I think.
Go to beach in the Dreamland first maybe? =)

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